Monday, September 11, 2006.

Happen to know some stuff yesterday..
Rather disappointed n turn off
but oh well..
Wads new?
I felt it was a daily thingy ever since i knew abt it..
Was rather piss probably till now?
hmmmss...

It was rather childish for u to do all this..
You are already 18.
Im kinda childish to actually b piss of the whole thingy too
But then, look..
u made feel so left out all the time
n i had to pretend dat im thinkin too much
I had alr tolerate this long but u went overboard now

If i say, it doesnt affect me
It's a lie..
U can really take it as nothin had happen before..
Thumbs up to u..
Feelin rather inferior towards u now..

Wish to run away from this reality..
oh wells.. after all i have to pretend nothin happen
I dont like being like this..
Kinda fake but oh wells...
i dont have a choice sigh!

To: the person who told me this
Dont b guilty of anythin. its aint your fault. I felt she shouldnt do all this stuff.
It so unnecessary of her n being such a ......... Im writin all this was just to vent out
i guess. Haas how i wish the day when sch reopen will never come.

** Wasnt sayin abt my darl haass chill :) <3>

Wells back today..
Went ubi to make my PDL!
Gonna learn to drive this fri haas
N..
Have to work full shift tmr..
It was suppose to be 1 - 9 but den...
In charge call n say change to full shift..
Nvm make myself real busy to forget wad i knew :)

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